I've accepted as much as I am able my wifes illness tursiops999, but thats largely down to her philisophical attitude of it, doesn't take away the grief of it all though.
It is immoral. It plays on your worst weaknesses, as in, how will you live without her without some "help" the help it suggests is obviously alcohol.
Only to be expected, as the AV serves it's master the Beast and it's aim the procurement of alcohol.
I have to keep in mind, I am not as weak as the AV would have me believe I have gone through these last few months, the hardest of my life so far, without a drink. I am not my Beast, that immoral, any excuse for a drink, how will I cope without a drink, thinking, is no longer a part of me, its all Beast.