It has been some hectic days for sure. I`ve been talking a lot with family and I`m going to see my doctor today. Haven`t been quite able to stay sober or take all to much care of myself through the weekend, but for the last few days, I have just been at home, trying to entertain my brain with the internet and movies, taking it one hour at the time.. I feel like I`m in a bit of shock and it`s hard to gather my thoughts, but I know that this experince can`t be ignored if I wanna live.. I feel apathy most of the time, except for a few moments of sorrow and fear.. It has been amazing to see the replys I have recieved from you guys. It is really emotional to go through all those messengers and it`s hard to respond cause I feel pretty much speechless, just know that I deeply appreciate every single one of your words. Thank you very much..
By the way, sorry about my English, I`m from Denmark. .