Zen,
For me life is really turning back to normal. Yeah sometimes when I go out and I see someone drinking , I think yeah that would be nice, but it doesn't last long and has little power over me. It is slow going and some days are worst then others. I just don't want you to think you won't have fun doing things sober because you will. It just takes awhile .
I estimate that I had around 42 day ones over this last 14 years of drinking. What made day one the 43rd time diffrent? I know SR was a big part of it but more importantly I never gave up.
Your doing good. Be vigilant my friend