Welcome!! I also got sober young (though not as young as you) and it is the best thing I ever did for myself! I have a lot of friends who got sober and stayed sober in their early-mid 20s. I am on cape cod and I know a lot of folks who did the sobriety route up your way. Portland has some fantastic meetings and a great recovery community! This is the best thing you could ever do for yourself. It won't always be easy, but if you stick with it, it will be worth it! I believe in you!