I don't know at this point.I have been able to control my drinking habits in the past, and I have also completely abstained for years, I have always had a problem with alcohol, mostly binge drinking. Its weird with me because I can drink "normal" , but through the course of my life there have been occasions, when I start I cant stop. Its like i don't have an "Off" switch. I don't crave alcohol or constantly think about it, or want a beer or feel i deserve a beer as a reward, its a strange thing. I will say this I have dui"s in the past, (both of them dismissed), and I have hurt people I care about while drunk, and screwed up jobs (thats what got me to this sight. I just probably screwed up a good paying job that I just started 2 weeks ago). I just need to figure this thing out. I do know that i'm a problem drinker, and I would like for it to stop.