My birthday sober
Sitting here on my porch entirely bored and sober. All my friends are at the bar and asking me to please come.
I washed my car from top to bottom and I don't even own a hose. Just carried buckets with a cane because I broke my foot in sept.
I just keep watching people run by. It's so upsetting. As a runner, that's the only outlet I had.
I guess I will just keep sitting on this porch alone. A cop just went by. Almost a sign that I am doing the right thing.... I don't want happy birthdays. I didn't post this to get sympathy. Just wondering what purpose I serve I guess.