Blankspace, I hear Ya. hey im really freaking Down today...for no reason at all! Alcohol makes fake emotions seem real if u ask me. i know that doesnt make sense...i cant think of right words to explain myself! All i DO know, is that alcohol is a big fat lie, all of it. your emotions drunk on alcohol are so twisted around and backwards. its mind altering, isnt it? Thats what appeals to me about getting drunk, is im altering my way of thinking...im not in reality. i want to lose all control..thats reason i drank.