Only you know how you are feeling and what is going on BUT in my experience, when I was drinking everything got so blown out of proportion. A small comment by someone in the bar could have me confronting and yelling at the person. I also could start balling my eyes out just at the thought of something. Even if I was super happy it was usually was fake- yunno the "OMG WE ARE BFF'S AND I LOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEEE YOU" Type happiness. The longer you are sober the more your emotions will even out. I found when I first got sober that it was hard, but keep working on it, keep pushing forward, and remind yourself that the longer you work on your recovery, the more level your emotions will be.