I'm doing a lot better today but every time I try to sleep, even just for a nap...i dream about some aspect of that time in my life.
I spoke with my therapist today and she gave me some tools to help get me through it. I may not have a choice about dreaming this nightmare, but I do about how I react to it.
Tomorrow I'm going to the art store for some supplies and finish a classic restoration I started at the beginning of the winter.
thanks for everything, people.