Until we wake up, one day and realize, we are buried so deep in the dysfunction of the relationship that we scarcely remember who we were and what we wanted and needed to be."
I remember hitting this frightening moment when I realized that I had no idea who I was anymore or what my own dreams were. I was living in fear every day, for my son, for myself, and the scariest thing of all was that "fear" was becoming my normal, I knew how to function in fear and what to expect.
I don't know why I had my "enough" moment the day that I did. It was an awful dysfunctional day but not unlike the many days that had become my life.
I think, for me, it was a "God moment", when I finally surrendered and gave it all to Him. I found meetings, I shared on SR, and I slowly came to know that stranger called "me".
That's a powerful reading, Hope778, thank you for the inspiration.