Getting the booze out of the house, yes would be a good thing, there is a lot of it so that makes it a big deal and I am imposing it on them as well as myself,
Please re-read this sentence about 10 times. Why does the quantity of the booze matter? Why is it an imposition on you? Or is it an imposition on your addiction.
now is not the time for that anyway;
Why? Seems to me now is exactly the time.
The universe isn't pushing you to break, your addiction is. Life happens to everyone, all day, everyday. Have you considered a program that can help you live life without alcohol?
Hang in there. If you drink it won't make you feel better and it won't make life go away.