You CAN Do it, rootin for ya
and that is not a casually thrown about remark, I have been in that state of ambivalence , that place of mental and physical hell, a state no one would wish on anyone else, and I genuinely want you to experience the freedom of breaking out of that place. Take the leap of faith to believe that you can do, because you can and I am rooting for you to take that leap and do it.