Day 3..again
So this is my day 3 again, the last two times I've tried to quit I only got to day 6, don't know what it is about that day. I'm always ok until day 3 gets here and then my cravings start back up again. Wish I could keep hold of that disgust I feel the day after I drink.. I'm dealing with bad loneliness and depression tonight too. Can't talk with anyone in my real life about any of this because they either don't know or would be disapproving so I'm getting it out on here instead.
I live alone at the moment so that makes it all even worse, I'm fine in the day because I can get out of the house but as soon as it gets dark I get depressed. I don't even know what the point of this is, I suppose I just wanted to type something to get it out of my head, thanks for reading.