Hi Mangoman,
Glad you are here and posting. There are lots of paths to recovery, AA isn't the only one.
Here is a link that Dee shares it is a good one.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ery-plans.html
Aries has some great suggestions for moving forward one day at a time. Start. Y figuring out what you are going to do to stay sober tonight. If you need to spend the night reading and posting on here.
You can do this.