I understand what Tammie is saying about being safe and protected.
I used to tell my daughter that if I ever disappeared that I would have been strangled and would be in the bottom of some pond or lake that almost no one knows about and my body would never be found.
I moved back to my own home. I was not safe. I could not work in any public place, I was not safe. I could not drive down a road, I was not safe. I could not work in a place that gave me a security escort to my car and had a restraining order, I was not safe.
I had to disappear. Move far away and only let my closest and trustworthy know where I was and even then, not until I was there.
But do contact domestic abuse. And you can stay safe until you come up with a plan. But as the stickie tells you, even before that you must have a plan.