Hi all. Thanks for posting encouraging thoughts. So today is my Day 2 of being sober again after the 3 day binge. But I have pissed off family because of my lying and stealing booze from the liquor cabinet (again!). I did confess later on today. There are so many things mostly related to lying about drinking - i feel i have become this horrible person - I am on the road to self destruction.
I also suffer from depression and anxiety and have been taking ecitalopram. I am also taking baclof for withdrawal management.
I want to not get back to drinking and lying again. I hope I can do it right this time. Will go through the various resources here on SR.
Will keep posting regularly. Thanks once again for your kind messages!