40 Days & 40 Nights
Hello Sober people,
I am on my 40th sober day and I feel amazing. I had a moment of strength today. I was driving Grams to work and she was in the passenger seat. I had hit the breaks pretty hard and one of the bottles I was going to drink on my way to detox 40 days ago that I ended up leaving in the car for my family to throw out, pops out from under the seat. It made my mouth water just looking at a full pint of vodka unopened. But I didn't drink it. I Poured it out into the parking lot of her job and she through the empty container out. That was big for me, I could have and over a month ago would have driven to the Packy right after seeing her empty that. But I refused to open up Pandora's box again. The smell disgusted me and I'm happy I was able to restrain myself. Life's getting better ONE DAY AT A TIME