no, drinkoing that glass of wine doesn't need to happen. you can pour it out.
youre scared of drinking it prolly because you are deciding to stop drinking and change your life- instead of existing you want to start living without alcohol and you may not know how that is going to be- fear of the unknown.
Yeah I think it's cuz I know it's gone once I drink it. Weird.
I'm on an iPad and for some reason it won't let me paste your other statement to my reply, but that is super strong of you to beat both cancer and alcohol. You are a Titan sir.