I think many of us have made daft decisions like that Winniegirl (I'm just starting again after insanely turning my back on 4 years sobriety, when 'just a few beers or evening' turned into the best part of a year's drinking). You're not alone here!
But maybe it's time to try something different?
The good news is that today could be the start of a completely sober life, a special day :-)
Keep talking to us here.