Sobriety is Key
Okay everyone, here is my story. I started drinking around age 15, and enjoyed smoking weed more at the time, but understood that alcohol was going to be my KEY in life. Weed became a paranoia and alcohol seduced me more toward the age of 16. I met a group of drinking friends we named "the four horsemen" (based off the apocalypse 1887). Our "adventure" started in my junior year in summer of 2007 and ended quickly in summer of 08. That was a year that changed everything for my friend because he was an adult, but for me it changed nothing because I was a minor. My best friend sobered up (eventually), and I kept drinking (even on house arrest/probation), and drinking... and drinking. And now I'm scared to interact socially and have any job of the sort... I used to drink beer, but now I just want to drink a fifth of vodka a few times a week. Any advice? Thanks