hi insanity... its me again!
Welp for some odd reason after my husband left for work yesterday, I thought it was a good idea to go out drinkin with the neighbor. Now my husbands leaving me BC when he was being mean to me on the phone I stopped taking his calls and spent the night at a friends. Hes a loose canon tbh so its actually better I didn't come back to it would've gotten ugly since I was so drunk. Anyway, I was doing really well before this episode. Things were going pretty well in my life and well obviously I couldn't allow that to happen so I had to go and eff it all up. I am so damned fed up of myself and so embarrassed and ashamed. Honestly I don't even know why I writing this. I just... Needed to tell someone who could understand I guess.