Well done on 6 pokerplaya, You're obviously up for this - and that's a great sign.
I hope you can afford to keep loosing for a while because you're still going to be screwed up for a few weeks yet. The good news is a lot of your cognitive functions will be vastly improved in time - and you'll make more rational judgements than you did when you were drinking. So you'll not only save a fortune on drink - you'll be in a better position to win.
Many folk start their own thread and use it as a journal - makes great reading.
Well done pokerplaya. you're doing good.
Deg.