Welcome 987654! For everyone that has gotten 30 days great job! After having relapsed a few times this year all I can say is that month milestones are great just do not take them for granted. It may be just the way that my brain is wired or the way that I have been approaching my recovery but every one of my relapses has come around when I hit a month long mile stone. Again could just be me but i'd hit 60 days and id be like well if I can make it that long I fine. I'd try to go back and have a few drinks with not intention of diving back into it and low and behold I would loose control again very quickly. If you have not researched Kindling I highly recommend that you do it. It is a real thing as I have been living it this year. I never imagined that i would wind up in ER and I did. Wishing you all guys all the best. "I'm just not going to drink today" is all you need.
Sober Vibes!