Good morning all.
Effin I know exactly what you are saying. I've had those thoughts may times. It's quite frustrating to think about.
But you know that it gets easier the longer you are sober. Just have to get through the first tough days and maybe weeks, but then things are so much better. I need to keep reminding myself that hourly. I know I can get there!
Off to help my Mom in just a bit. I'm also in charge of cooking a christmas dinner at her house tonight. Should be a busy day. I've got my mind set on taking a hot bath and going straight to bed afterwards (no beer!).
Have and awesome day all. I'm sure in will be checking in when I have a bit of downtime.