Originally Posted by
PhoenixJ 
enf- I am a loser- at drinking. The simple statement- just do not drink has to sink in. It meant I had to do something different. It all starts with not drinking. You have to believe it, want it and persevere. The is no magic solution. Keep posting, sharing, trying, reading, learning, meetings. Do everything and if you have done everything- do it all again. Just keep trying.
Prayers and support to you and yours. PJ
Thank you... I need to keep trying.... I need to ... one day it will stick surely... I am successful in many things and like to do well and keep people happy, so why can t heal myself? I am dealing with much more than even I knew. I am l planning going to a meeting just looking at where to go near me, maybe face to face action will save me as all the hoping an planning in the world sure ain't. I can do not drinking... I just can't sustain it it seems. .. ....