I'm struggling here folks... bad day yesterday in terms of being sober... I was just so sure I was in the right track. ...shouldn't have come here to my friends house. .. it's so full of alcohol I thought I could be strong. .. then just have a bit .... then didn't care...... I need a prison officer or teacher or carer or something. My husband is worse than me at sobriety... he wants it too but then drinks to excess....
Not sure how to nail this... got books , had counselling, use SR, want to be sober.... maybe I'll go to AA when I get home... I need someone to help me....... the precious commodity of hope has dribbled away in my head ... you guys seem to be able to achieve what I want and I am such a loser... lost the battle for my brain. Urgh....sorry to be on such a downer after such a happy few days, I'm so cross with myself ... 😡