"I think if you accept that drinking is no longer a viable option, and instead of drink next time you turn to whatever other strategies for coping that you have (or find some if you have none) you're well on the way to lasting recovery."
You are so wise D! I need to have a coping strategy, I need to get through stuff without turning to booze. But I am also scared of letting go. I don't want to never have a drink again as I feel that is admitting I have a problem. But I know I have a problem as I wouldn't be here. I will stay sober for the next 24 hours.