BB, alcohol went from fun times to a problem for me too.
Please read my post I started and see my progression and failures. Please be aware that you face a very similar road.
Feel free to message me with any questions concerning my journey that you will will help you.
Good luck. You got this. Realize what it is you are surpressing with alcohol and surpress it more healthily then accept it, forgive when needed, and heal from it.
Also, a counceler helped me more than anything else.