I love Christmas, always have. But this year my emotions have been all over the place....lots of holiday blues. I chalk it up to being more emotional in general due to early recovery.
It all feels very bittersweet. I'm thankful for my sobriety, and knowing that my family gathering will be unmarred by my drinking. But it's also been a time of deep reflection for me.
Anyways. Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays SR.
