Originally Posted by
courage2 
For me, mental balance is maybe the greatest of sobriety.
And I'm still not particularly balanced
Same! For me it requires a lot of concentration and focus. I also need the framework of AA and the 12 steps to guide me.
I'm up early because I couldn't sleep. I've absolved myself of my unrealistic expectations of an organized home with artfully wrapped presents, and adorable coordinating Christmas outfits that I didn't have the time to plan and execute on time. Or the volunteer activity that I didn't have the time or energy to drag my unwilling kids to do.
I'm going to give myself kudos for making time to take the boys shopping for each other, showing them how to wrap presents, and enjoying their pride in doing something for someone else.