God bless you. You are helping others,who will help others, who will help them selves, who will help you, you know what I am saying. My first AA meeting was 1976, I was 17 years old.The skipper on my ship said you can fight pretty good, but you cant hold your wiskey.so if anybody thinks alchohal is not as bad as other controling substances look at me now. None of you should miss out on the good tears me and my best friend shared Sunday, when I left my oldest daughter at FSU to start college. So I am droping Oxy's,5 PLUS days, I will see my 15 year old daughter start college and I will see my 10 year old son start college.I think will just pray for all of you.Sorry this was not a quick reply to you,CANCER SUCKS>