Originally Posted by Jtmlk

Well im on day 14 today and my mood swings are worse than my wifes and thats saying something.
When I talk to people about my previous sobriety of five and a half months i tell them how wonderful it was, how i was starting to get my life back and how a lot of medical probs stopped. But now im thinking maybe i was just romanticising the notion of sobriety or maybe ive just forgotten how hard the early days are.
I feel angry, restless and stangely feel hard done by that i am choosing not to drink. Even with my family around me i feel isolated and alone.
I just want to hide away and not be found.
Anyway rant over and time to spend the next 4 hrs trying to go to sleep!