I know I just sat here and read the detox stories, i just can't process what I read.
I can't afford to go back to the Dr or a detox center or the ER until my insurance transfers from Texas 1-1-17. I'm on my own here except for aa and this forum.
My mind is mush, and inhabited by gremlins .
Ate at the alano club and lost it. Muscles are twitching. Cold sweats then cold feet and hot sweaty head.
I feel blessed tho, I'm still here. A huge mess of human, but here.