Welcome! Eight months is amazing again very well done.
How about seeing someone to treat you for depression and anxiety now that you have good sober time under your belt?
Please hang in there. Have you ever listened to AA speakers on YouTube?
I have and I remember there were some people who really struggle at 1 and 2 years with depression unhappiness anxiety and even suicidal thoughts. They keep going got medical attention or simply worked the steps again one even got a different sponsor all the way across the country. At the end they made it and all of them talk about that spiritual thing that is supposed to happen to you in AA.
Anyways please hang in there 8 months is amazing don't let them go.