For me, I woke up one morning (24 days ago) and my desire to quit was finally more than my desire to use. The price I was paying was finally to high. I swallowed my pride, I asked for help, I told my husband about my hidden addiction, I told my family, I got a doctor for help, and I started spending as much time as possible on SR asking for support and guidance from people going through or having gone through the same things. 24 days later, I feel better than I have in years. I'm getting stronger every day. I am finally able to tell when the evil voice of addiction is trying to deceive me. Hallelujah!