Jtmlk,
I really look up to you for catching yourself and coming back. When I started again it took much longer than 3 months to re-admit that I was a prisoner to the lack of decision to drink. I tried to play the game but I had the same results as you and everyone else. My only advice is to stay on top of this. Stay strong and don't give up. As Dee said, be positive on your decision. It makes you very strong to be here.
I think I will follow Dee's advice to form a plan myself. I believe a lack of a plan is what always gets me down the road.
SC