Day 47 here.
Not drinking but its been a crappy week. Lots of crap coming up on the home front. Mother in law issues, husband issues, daughter issues.
However, i am grateful to be here and NOT drinking. All the stuff was here before just now i guess its getting uncovered as i am not numbing myself to it.
Mother in law asked again about drinking at xmas and i said no, and she asked me if its a forever thing. I cant quite bring myself to tell her it is as she will ask a barrage of questions (she wants to know everything always) and i simply dont want to go there right now, honestly feel like just avoiding her.
Oh well i know alot of folks have much much bigger problems so i am thankful despite this.