Old 12-06-2016, 06:04 AM
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zjw
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i dunno i know years could probably ifgure out months too but not days really.


but what i can relate too is wanting it to be ordinary. I too would like to just simply go on with my life as a normie person who just so happens to not drink and thats that.

but then here i am posting on a sober board getting help trying to help etc... Always tryingt o keep it fresh in my head so that i dont become complacent and relapse etc.. I dont think i will relapse but then I also read about just how easy and mindless it can be to relapse too so what do i know.

so while I wanna just be a normie oridinary person who doesnt drink. For me the reality is I'm not and if i wanna stay sober for now anyhow these are the things that i do. Maybe one day you wont see me post here anymore. no one will see me in a meeting and it wont be a topic really discussed anymore and i'll be happily sober still it just wont be a topic really anymore. but that day is not yet so for now..
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