Hi Guys! I made it through the night.
Had a very good sleep, first time in a long time I've fallen asleep as opposed to pass out. Plus I had an actual meal which I prepared, though I was very embarrassed and ashamed at the state of the kitchen. I've really let housekeeping go. Mr. Merigold works a lot of hours and I know he tries to keep it up but it's a two person job and I'm letting the team down.
I don't want to drink today. I want to get some things done. I want to eat.
I will not drink today.