My dear friends, I'm both enlightened and humbled by your thoughtful responses to my frustration and question.
As you know, having kindly followed my thread, it was only as a consequence of reading your responses, that I suspended disbelief and studied AVRT and the posts on Secular Connections.
I did so because it was evident from your posts that you were intelligent, resourceful, had suffered alcohol addiction, and then successfully applied the technique and achieved contentment in permanent sobriety, without conditions, under your own power.
I absolutely wanted what you portrayed and I'm indebted to you all for creating that attraction, which gave me hope and confidence that AVRT would work and thereby, I'd reclaim my life and be free from the prison of addiction.
I'll write again soon, before I waffle on more (as I feel rather emotional). Thank you all, for being here.
