Originally Posted by
Tatsy I just don't know what to do, leave SR or keep posting.
It was posts such as yours that helped me realize that I wasn't crazy, that I wasn't missing something. They helped me realize that I could box up a brain full of old ideas and chuck them in the trash. They helped me realize that no matter what method I choose, even none at all, my sobriety was going to be entirely up to me and my choice. However, 25 years of messaging didn't want to leave my brain easily, so it is nice to come back here and get a quick refresher.
Now I work my own thing borrowed heavily from AVRT and I am fine with that.