My last relapse was on day 79! Just when the pink clouds started waning, I slipped as a result of some pressure at work. I am 8 days sober now and I vow to keep working to stay sober. That is why I am on this forum. You all support my recovery and hopefully I support yours. I also started a blog of my journey. It is so therapeutic even if no-one reads it, it helps to re-wire my brain. Thanks for starting this thread, Blackened.