Originally Posted by
shortstop81 
Thanks Dee. Our damn alcoholic brains, eh? Constantly need that fix.
you know how you mentioned the not-struggling-with-urges-feels-like-cheating up above?
i didn't struggle with urges/cravings too much after i quit this time, but the struggles were along the lines you mention in your quote there. struggling with "retraining". new ways of being. sitting with stuff instead of going for quick fix.