Originally Posted by
cchick 
In fact, I definitely have the feeling that if I continue, it will kill me. I'm absolutely certain of this.
Welcome cchick!
I had that definite feeling too. My God, I remember thinking, I'm going to drink myself to death if I don't stop ... that was the beginning of the end of my denial.
Should you have moments of weakness, always remind yourself that you stopped drinking to save your own life, and all it will take is one drink to head back down the road to hell.
Keep posting here. There's lots of help and support to get you through any tough times.