Originally Posted by
cat1961 
I was drinking as soon as I wake up just to feel normal. There is no such thing as moderation although I pulled it off a couple times. I'm hitting rock bottom today and look forward to not having this feeling.
Man, that was me last night. Passing out but not sleeping well, heart pounding, drinking SO much water and still feeling ill...I definitely realized that in the last month of sobriety I didn't miss all that. In fact, I definitely have the feeling that if I continue, it will kill me. I'm absolutely certain of this.