My brain feels like '.....now what?'
Because of my medication, I'm experiencing absolutely ZERO cravings these past few weeks. It's been nothing short of a miracle, but it's a completely foreign experience for me.
My brain is no longer distracted by the pull of alcohol and the inevitable remorse. Now my brain is left to deal with all the lousy consequences of my drinking, like the people I've hurt. It's like I've spent years trying to put out a fire in my house, and now the fire's finally out and I'm surrounded by the wreckage.
Sounds bizarre but I almost don't know which is worse. Saying that, I won't pick up a drink today.