Losing my mind
I feel like I'm losing mind. I binge drink and binge eat every day. I honestly think about drinking all day. I've tried sobriety before. Ive done so many day "ones" I'm over it. I just can't get my **** together. Ive lost so much confidence. Withdrawn and no energy. But I don't want to be sober. It's so boring. Boring. Healthy people are boring as bat ****. I work too hard to be boring and no fun 😣 ahhh but I don't want to do this anymore.... how do you fill the time sober. It's depressing. Once you experience the freedom alcohol gives you.. its almost impossible to go back. I have to go and sober up.. again
It's ******* monday night for God sake. Loser loser
Your such a loser cont even say no to control yourself. Cant pit the kids first. Disappointing and disgraceful