Like everyone else here, my date also chose me. And if it also the first time I have actually not gone back.
Had chosen many quit dates but never stuck to them. That's been going on for years. Now I'm at 103 days
It took ending up in the hospital with alcohol induced acute pancreatitis. Thought they would just give me something and send me on my way as most ER visits seem to go, but not this time. When they moved me up into a room and told me I would be there for at least 5 days and how ****** I felt, I knew that was it. Also I always had a huge fear of seizures and felt safe that I was in a hospital and was completely honest with them about how much I drank and stuff. Etc. Feeling much better these days!