I'm just wondering why now, when life is so, so good (I make great money at my dream job and live near family and friends again), would the health anxiety surface? Is it guilt, maybe? Or do we just become so numb to caring what we're doing to ourselves while we're drinking too much that once we stop all the worry about what we were doing to our bodies comes rushing back?
because surely something must be wrong no way your allowed to be happy and content?
I know for me it was like i was always worried about my health just becuase of the sins of my past no other good reason i mean odd ball symptoms but nothing concrete.
I think for me i had lived a life where something bad was always happening that i didnt know how to deal with myself if things where tame / ok for a while.
staying more present more in the moment helps. am i sick this minute? no? ok move on nothing to see here. etc..