Originally Posted by
DeadAndBloated 
I'm scared. The whole idea freaks me out beyond belief. I better get some things in place. I prob need to find a meeting first.
The only thing you need to do is decide not to drink- today. That's it.
In AA, when chips are offered, the white chip is the first. The question is asked: "Does anyone want to try our way of life, just for one day? To not drink for this 24 hours?" Everything else can wait- it will wait. A meeting is a great idea- and you can just go.
Good luck- hope to see you around here.